uns3ttl3d's Journal

 
    
30
Dec 2006
10:55 PM EDT
   

only when it feels wrong is it truly right. only when other people's worlds come crashing down does yours build itself back up. only when you try not to try do you truly try. not til you imperfectly perform do you perform perfectly. get the job done. it doesnt matter. cant you see your one and only purpose and source of happiness in life? it is empty. it is hollow. it is void. you must achieve it or else you will be running in circles 20 times over in the wrong direction. you will be running further and further away from the truth. you must seek that truth, find that truth. i will make it a goal this year to hit that ultimate truth. i dont care what it takes, who i hurt along the way, or how long or what path i take along by doing it, just as long as it gets done because it must be done because ther eis no other way and i am sick and tired of wasting my time. this is a matter of time and truth. this is a matter of achieving everything for only yourself, for once in your life. this is about being ruthless. this is about fighting for yourself instead of letting other sociopathic people step all over you and use you and talk ill behind your back. this is a fight. a fight for oneself. what others may commonly misconstrue as vanity is actually your art and your goal for yourself. its a fight. its an unsteady course of seeking the ultimate revenge against the unfair pain you experience in large doses throughout life. this is a fight. this is a fight you must go about. it matters not if you win or not. just as long as you FIGHT. just as long as you TRY. nohing else matters. fight it. fight the feeling. fight it. fight the anxiety. fight it. fight the urge to seek comfort and indulgence. fight it. fight. fight. fight. dont let others get in your way...fight them. fight it. fight against your utrges. fight against your needs. fight against your wants. fight it. fight against the emotions. fight. fight it. fight against your earthly will. fight it. fight against the temptations. fight against wellbeing. fight it. fight against sympathy and weakness. fight it. fight for strength. fight. fight for yourself. fight for you. fight for no one else, for no one else will fight for you. fight the fight.
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  • Username: uns3ttl3d
  • Gender / Age: Female, 37
  • Location: USA - New York
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    UNS3TTL3D's Interests:

    About Me: scatter-brained, spacey, lost, pig. i try my best to postpone the inevitable and time has ultimately expired.

    Interests: anything and everything

    Favorite Music: cat power, rage against the machine, radiohead, porcupine tree, sonic youth, modest mouse, the pixies, the cinematics

    Favorite Movies: lost in translation, edward scissorhands, requieem for a dream, pans labyrinth, the pursuit of happiness, thelma and louis, benny and joon, whats eating gilbert grape, lorenzos oil, pi, eternal sunshine, stigmata, what dreams may come, gia, juno, little miss sunshine.

    Favorite Television: heroes

    Favorite Books: i spy and wheres waldo, because i dont really read.

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