Im in a bad because i miss my mom a lot I haventt had time to perpare myself for her going to iraq yet and im not sure how its going to go the day she leaves to go to iraq i know im gonna cry but what can i say i mean come on my moms going to iraq she may not come back i dont wanna put it that way but its true shes going out of country for a year shes going to war anything can happen over there you never know whats gonna happen over there i know i need to tell her that im finnishing school in poyen but im scared that shell get med at me because she has lost 3 of her kids now i dont wanna live with her and ill know shell be really�upset i just dont know what to do or say because i dont want her worring while shes over there shes going to need to be stress free while shes in iraq but if i tell her that means well be getting money from her so well be able to move into our house because shell be giving him money for childsupport and for me but its just so confusing im always stuck in the middle of a problem and dont know how to solve it i hate bein inthe middle of problems because it stress meout big time it always does then all my friends think im mad at them but im just stressed out sometimes i hate my life!!!!!!!