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Dec 2012
10:05 PM
   

New beginnings

Well hell I'm pregnant, didnt think it would be so difficult to give up so much. Being a young woman, alcoholic I gave up my party life. Didn't include much just heavy drinking, the occational weed smoking, blow once in a blue moon, and the random hookups. Believe it or not it got tiring but alcohol wasn't something I could give up easily on my own. Hard to do when your boyfriend is an alcoholic himself! But this bundle of joy as some may call it I personally think it's a bundle of toxic waste I feel pregnant every second of my day. Poop. I already love it though more and more every week, I love it for turning me into a better person in 10weeks give or take. Proud of myself really (: my stupid emotions have got me goin crazy though, jealousy issues after catching my bf talking to his ex, him not giving up drinking him rather be at the bar then think of me and my drinking issues, him not growing up and giving up the cocaine I get it you work grave yard your tired but realllllly 8 hrs of sleep isn't good enough ick. I'm not mad cause I can't do any of that "fun" stuff it's that I'm the only one that has to give that up and become a person out kid can look up to? Puhlease so irritated! What do I do ugh
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