Life is good, life is really good. I've decided my friends and my foes. I've decided life is to short to dwell on the bad things and even if this feeling doesn't stay for much longer it wont matter because i dont think i've been this happy for this long is so long. I'm getting healthier, my family is great, my friends are most of the reason i wake up in the morning, and just nothing can seem to bring me down. I've learned that the people who do bring you down, are the ones who don't truely care. I've really truely learned to not sweat the small stuff, and to talk shit about people wont get you far. I really really want to stop talking bad about anyone behind their backs, and i really want to start doing better in school. I'm really happy with myself, everything about what i've been doing lately is satisfying. Everyone does the wrong at times, but there is no need to over react about it. Lifes a lot of bull shit and happiness all mixed together, its a fact that only the strong will survive. I want to the be strong, I want to live, I want a real life, one that I can look back on and not regret and right now, the 15 years I've been living, I wouldn't change a single thing. I have the most amazing best friends, and I have the most amazing family. They are everything I need and could ever ask for. They are my life, my entire life and without them I wouldn't have life, without them I wouldn't want to. LIFE I NEVER WANT YOU TO CHANGE, stay amazing forever! Oh and Christmas is coming soon, and oh god:| I'm stressing about money, I need a job. I NEED one.....:(