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17
Sep 2007
5:19 PM EST
   

Why are you do this to me, because really I dont have a problem with it at all. You already have someone you care so much about yet your telling all these girls you want to be with them, and you want to have them but you already have someone. If you dont want her anymore fine but stop pulling everyone you like around with you, because everyone knows you'll never leave her. I'm just scared I'll fall for you too, and make the same mistake I made a couple months ago. Your my close friend, your so attractive, your smart, your nice, your an amazing guy but your treating me any way you can. You had no right to tell me that you want something with me and that im the only girl you could never get even if your tried your hardest because thats all bull shit. Just tell yourself what you want but its really not what your heart wants, all your words come crashing down and hurting me. I can't fall for you and I wont because I'm always the girl that the guys with girlfriends fall for, and this isn't fair to me. If you really liked me, you would break up with her, its not that difficult. Just don't think I'll go along with it, because god knows I will even though everything I said above i should stick to but its hard when I could eventually have you. But for now, I dont have you and I can't so Im not going to get all wrapped up in your words telling me that you would stop smoking weed, or that you'd keep this all a secret or that you really believe that im different from all the other girl because as much as I want to believe you with everything. I'm having a really hard time with it, I love you but only as a friend. You we're stupid to tell me it in the first place, and I'm keeping my mouth shut about it all, and I really want you to do the same even if nothing ever happens.
Its just to hard. Im sorry.
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