smb's Journal

Dec 2006
1:33 PM MST

Busy last few days,,, acutally, I am back on the GO, GO, GO, schedule! Get up, get ready, get the boys ready, take O to daycare, go to work, take J to preschool, deal with the feeling of always being behind! Then rush out, go workout, feel rushed through that, go pick up J and then O and come home and cook dinner, clean, yell at the boys, bathe them, get them in bed, call CN and go to bed,,, and DO IT ALL again then next day! --- I started taking my Z again (the week after thanksgiving) so I could function and stop being such a partypooper and a cry baby! It is already helping. Although today was tough, I just didn't feel like being around people and was very short tempered with the boys! MONDAY NIGHT: I talked to Tom and Connie and was able to avoid the THanksgiving talk. Koda came over Monday night for 2 hours while waiting for a dance to start. CN came over too and so Koda got to meet my "friend" My mom helped out by watching/keeping O sunday night and monday. THen she stayed and hung out while I went to the gym with CN,,, I always love going to the gym with him! here lately, I am all "in love" and thinking he is "incredible" WHich he is~ He loves me and loves the boys and is such a great guy! --- J walked in on us fooling around and probably "saw more than he should have" but at least we weren't doing the nasty or anything~ He LUCKILY hasn't said anything~! Hopefully he's forgot and doesn't say anything to someone else~ I am looking foward to next weekend when we go to Billings~! I hope the weather is GOOD and we can actually go. I am going to miss CN this weekend, he has to teach another weekend long class this weekend in Eastern SD! We miss him pretty bad when he is gone~ I might try to get Koda for the weekend. and I can watch the Rodeo all weekend and hopefully get some scrapbooking done~!

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Gender / Age: Female, 49

Location: USA - Wyoming