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08
Jun 2007
1:04 PM MST
   

Found out J can see ped. cardiologist June 19th. I'm really nervous. My church body is praying for him!
We are going to Vanessa's wedding this weekend. CN is going with us and we are staying at Holiday Inn.

last weekend and all this week I have been a total bitch! I quit my AD a few weeks ago and I am really having issues and plus I am having my montly right now so have been super bitch! agh! I can't even stand to be around myself sometimes!
I have been working out quite a bit!Isometimes meet Darla at the gym, it is nice to have someone to "chat with" I am really struggling with body, self-image! i feel like I look like crap!~ I swear I am working my butt off but instead it is getting bigger! I just want to be skinny again!

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  • Gender / Age: Female, 49
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