simplyme19

Dec 2008
7:32 AM EDT

just a little.

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�i am feeling a little empty this coming Christmas though there's nothing for me to be lonely for. i have my family, cousins, friends.. maybe i'm just longing for a special affection from someone. i have been struggling all by myself for the past months now. my life is not actually a total mess, it's just that i'm really�used�of getting so bored that i don't want to spend my whole life just taking care of myself. getting ready, getting ready. actually, i thiink i am really ready to start over. to have someone and be committed. i really think i am now ready. i have been through relationships from heaven to hell, so there's nothing for me to be afraid of. i guess it's alright for me to take chances, because there are no other choices for me. It's just, take the chance! try trusting, again. and jsut don't be afraid. i know i'll get hurt, but who cares. still, i had my chance, and i'm not the one sitting alone thinking about what could have happened if i had taken one single chance with the guy i wanted the most.

haaiiix. hope my right guy comes, and when he comes, im gonna have him for keeps! hehe!

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Username: shevieisinlove

Gender / Age: Female, 32

Location: Philippines

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About Me: hmm. about me? im a 4th year high school student in a scientifically engaged school:) i live in san pablo city, laguna, philippines. i am one of the two daughters of my parents:) and fortunately? or unfortunately?, whatever. hehe. i am the oldest. i love gadgets and equipments:)

Interests: my interests mostly revolve around the internet:) i love experimenting with html and css codes:) i just love the internet basically, the computers, i guess. but ofcourse, my life doesn't focus only on those things. I also like to read books. i had read one of the most extravagant novels of all time, the one written by Richard Bach entitled, Jonathan Livingston Seagull. what was it all about?.. just read it!:) another one is the novel entitled, "The other Boleyn Girl". It was about the monarchy of England way back when King Henry XVI ruled. But mostly it was fiction. i love how the author manipulated the scenes:) hmm. speaking of King Henry XVI, i love HISTORY. i love the kings, queens, princes and princesses. especially the monarchy in england and france. i even watched the movie related to them. two of my favorites are the "Marie Antoinette" and the "Queen Elizabeth:the Golden Age".

Favorite Music: Though i didn't specify in my "Interests box" that i also love listening to music, now im gonna say it. I LOVE LISTENING TO MUSIC!!! i love rnb, jazz and slow rock genre of music. but basically, the melody of the song is what attracts me the most:) actually, i am now listening to a certain song:)) i even do that during my classes:) just to prevent from falling to the bait of sleeping during the time of that subject:

Favorite Movies: Hmm. Actually, i already watched thousands of movies:)) [not really a thousand, maybe a hundred] i like watching movies, especially the inspirational and funny ones:) Some of my favorites are one more chance, if only, the notebook, mean girls, a cinderella story, 10 things i hate about you, the girl next door, and so many more!

Favorite Television: favorite television? or favorite television show? hehe! i dont really watch tv shows that often because sometimes, i'd rather browse around my files and edit something rather than spend time eyes in front of the computer just watching:)

Favorite Books: as what i have mentioned earlier, history books and inspirational books are what facinates me a lot:) i like reading novels, but it depends upon the novel. some novels or some books bore me, maybe because of the way the author narrates the story, or maybe because im just getting a little lazy reading such:)