today is, october 9,2008. austin's birthday and also the opening for the press conference 2008. the contest for my category is already done. and by this time, i can see that i already loss. my competetors are very great and they are really over the fence in doing what they do best. sometimes i just think positively but i still cant. they are really good. as in better than the best! and as all of us know, i dont stand a chance against them, it seems that they've already experienced this kind of contest and they are now experts! how sad! how i wish i could cheat this to win. i really want this and if i will win, i promise to do better than my best during the regionals. oh Lord. please give me a miracle. i'm really starting to doubt my skills. please help me. T.T