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16
Mar 2007
5:53 AM EDT
   

heyy everyone its me again..So yea me and Roger realized that we arent really ready to have sex.. we realized this because when he wanted to I was scared and crying and then when I wanted to he no longer did.. Like he was annoyed or something..Yea but o well I guess we will Just do it when we are ready and when we are both in the mood..ha ha ..so yea the thing is I wonder why I got so scared.. Like I wanted to soo bad and I told him that and then I just started thinking about how it was going to hurt and how I was going to bleed cause it would be my first time.. And I just paniced. But honestly please tell me that some of you have gone through what I am goin through..And you wanna fuck real bad untill it comes time to and you get real scared cause thats what happens to me and now i feel like he hates me because I backed out.. But yea tonite i mite have to babysit my baby neice.. but it'll just be me and my friend Jess because my bro in law doesnt want my friend watson to come because he thinks that she will have guys over.. So he said sorry but that she couldnt come.. O well the only hard thing is tellin her that she cant come cus she will think that it is me and that I just dont want her to come and some how I will be the big mean bitch..lol..But yea.. So I've been kinda sick lately.. Like really but today I woke up a little bit earlier and threw on some makeup.. I will tell you that I look soo much better now.. People mite not even be able to tell that I am sick.. I decided that I need to go on a diet.. I want to lose 10 pounds.. then I will be great.. But yea I decided Im going to start runnin more and actually exercise.. Soo lets just see what happens.. well hey im gunna go but let me know what you all think..byee..
xoxo,
Judi
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  • Username: sexiicupcake
  • Gender / Age: Female, 34
  • Location: USA - Ohio
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    About Me: Hi my name is Judi Im 17 I live in Struthers Ohio and I am a Junior at Struthers High School.. I have a wonderful bf who i adore and care soo much about i also have wonderful friends that i would do anything for..I have a pretty gay job but atleaste it gets me money.. I have a great family and thats me

    Interests: I like hanging out with friends, Shoppin, Partying it up a bit.. Fridays are the bests with my girls..

    Favorite Music: Country, punk Rock rap.. Pretty much everything...

    Favorite Movies: I like the cute movies that are also sad..and scary movies..ahhh