heyyy everyone im new to this diary.. And i just want to inform you on me and my life and a lot of things that I have gone through. Ok my name is Judi and Im 17. i live in a shit hole town called Struthers Ohio.. It is a very boring town. I have a wonderful boii friend Roger.. He is great and would do anything for me.. Well sometimes..ha ha.. Ok well i am a partii girl.. I love em and I do get a lil crazii.. Ok I have some great friends who i love to death and woud prolly do anything for.. But yea i have this problem holding onto relationships.. Well But its not really me.. Im the one who gets cheated on.. Ok well Ive been with Roger for almost 2 months which is great.. But before him was this kid aiden that i fell in love with.. I honestly did and he was the only guy that i have fallin in love with but it was hard and I found out that he had sex with my friend and that was it.. Honestly i never knew how fast you could fall out of love untill that day.. But i have moved on and it was hard and still is because i am so scraed that im gunna fall in love with Roger and i just dont know if I am ready because wat if I get hurt again.. But I guess everything happens for a reason.. OK well I will tell you all that i am still a virgin but my bf kinda wants to do it and soo i want to too honestly i just get a lil scared and Friday we both realized that we werent ready.. but no I just dunno wat to do and my life is pretty crazyy soo tell me wat you think .. Bye