pppolina's Journal

well i dont really know if im going to keep up with this probably not!well my has been pretty shitty and its not getting any better!i am originaly from ukraine odessa by the black sea! I AM IN LOVE with my country i love to speak russian and i love how we dont have a curfew or age limits there!this summer has been amazing ihad my first real kiss and i got hooked on to smoking and drinking but im not exactly sure if thats a good thing over here! i really miss leving there and i wish i could go back!lets get a little a head of things really fast!just 3 days ago i have crashed my friends sisters car!what happend was we went to a kick back and i started to take shots i took 3!
i went outside to smoke while every one inside was playing beer pong and every one was even 3 on 3 i feelt lonely so i went inside and protended that one of the guys called me and said theres a party in sunset beach!well they all went inside the guy that emily liked sat with her and her sister to play poker or what ever while the other 4 went upsatirs to smoke pot i dont do that anymore but i went upstairs to keep them company!after all there was a guy that i liked there hahaha;)!

so i go up with my beer and i start feeling woozy and i spilled the beer the brother of the owner got really mad at me so i went down stairs and started crying because i know how i would feel if some one did that to my house!every one said it was ok and there not mad!i tryed to call gavin and auryell to tell them why i was crying but they both hung up on me and probably thought i was some drunk bitch!what ever so then i go in the back yard to have a smoke with all of them so i go andd ask if i can get my purse to fix my makeupso they gave me the car keys so i go and get into the car i get my purse and get my makeup so i decide to turn the music on and then i turned the car on then i see a neighboor standing out side and now the car is in the middle of the road so i start freaking out and think i can act cool and pretend it was my car so i start driving it and it goes really fast i dint know what to do so ...................................