please6kill6me6's Journal
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Sep 2006
9:59 AM EDT
Yea well... life is really...it sucks honestly. I find myself wishing the day was over just so i can fall asleep, get knocked out, or...yea. I always spend my hours at school waiting for it to end and I spend my hours at home listening to Bullet for My Valentine and writing poetry. And. It's all because my heart is broken by Tony. I swear to god. I knew what was going to happen to me when I met him a year ago. But I didn't care. All that mattered was the fact he seemed to care.I ignored the fact that all he wanted from me was sex. I mean. My memories of him contradict the outcome. Do I make any sense? No matter. Cody is moving. ...And, idk. lol I have to protect Heather. Because Russ has a couple of secrets that I know. And I think that he's leading her on. How do I help Russell and protect Heather from him...when I trust him myself? Well I can't think of anything else to say. OH and Social Services come today. Because they think I'm depressed. And they think my stepdad is the cause. True. A little. But still. I don't want them to ruin my fucked up life anymore. Peace out yall.
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Well...I love music to that power... music is my life. My favorite band right now is 30 Seconds To Mars. I love metal, not the real heavy, but I like it heavy. I love "emo". Naw, in reality its just punk rock with feelings. I love hard rock, raprock, and...thats just about it. I love my friends to death. I hate talking, and I have an anxiety problem. But I don't have any medication, so I just deal. I'm terrified of crowds. And I hate speaking in front of people. But I'm taking public speaking, and Mrs. Hayes and my classmates are helping me not be so terrified of talking in crowds. Cool, huh? Strangers care enough to help. Hah! I'm in a group called the Trenchcoat Mafia, but I'm the only member who wears color every now and then. LoL. I love my dad, he's in Baghdad right now. Well, that's just about me.
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