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27
Jul 2007
7:35 AM EDT
   

I am having a fucked up day. I am broke my check is delayed for two weeks payroll says my time sheet wasnt recieved in time. My daughter is at home calling me saying she is sick/hungry. I have no spending money whatsoever. I dont know what to do at this point. I have alot of stuff on my mind right now. I am still apartment searching, my bills are behind. I hope my phone doesnt get cut off.
Omar emailed me yesterday, whyI dont know. Especially after he insulted me, when he said my kids are bey bey kids. He even when on to say he isnt "the family type, he isnt a good boyfriend". If his intent was to push me away, well it worked. In the email he claims his attention is focused on me. I dont give a damn if it is, he is very infantile. He has no children, no job, and so no sense. I wish I never met him at all.
Omar needs to grow up. I dont have the time to allocate to raising someone else's child. I avoid going to the ymca were we met so I wont have to encounter him. I resoponded to his email. I let him know that Iam not into playing games or going for a rollercoaster ride. During one of our initial conversations he stated that he cannot provide for me and my children. which is strange seeing that I have never asked him to or insinuated this. He thought I was going to fuck him, unprotected again. The first time was a mistake shame on me. So what I cant get pregnant. Thats not the point. Trust is an important factor!
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