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Jul 2007
5:52 AM EDT

today is a new day tomorrow has been lived and I cant undo it. This is what I keep telling myself. Yesterday the we went to the ywca of course, the boys swam while my daughter played and complained of a stomach ache. She had the bubble guts. After awhile she was fine. I saw Omar there as well. I was suppose to do join the aerobics class with him, but I couldnt do it. I just couldnt muster up the courage to show everyone how much of an idiot Iam really am. I have to left feet literally. Anyway Omar and I walked around the track a few times. We talked got to know each other better. It was nice and light. When we got on the elevator to get my kids ready for swimming the air becam thick, and suffocating. He kissed me and made me feel all of 12! He is very handsome and masculine. I asked him if our age diffference bothered him which he said no. I think it bothers me more than any thing. We have only been talking for two days, however to see us together you would think that we have been dating for years. He is very much into public displays of affection. this makes me a little uncomfortable. But I love the attention at the same time, I am one of those people who wince as if someone has dropped a hammer on my big toe when I see people kissing in public. Cant wait to see what the day brings.

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