Usually I have so much to say.� Now it seems I am blank. Which is odd since I'm such the talker. Honestly, I'm shy, until I know of whom I'm comfortable with and who to� open up to. I feel that I have opened up to many wrong people in the past, but seems I never learn my lesson. I am so forgiving and trusting. Don't get me wrong, forgiving and trusting people are good things, I�just think I let myself get overrun.
It's funny. At my age, I'm still trying to learn WHO I am. I've seemed to have lost myself some time back.� I'm thinking of, instead of trying to find my OLD self, I should just work on creating a NEW one. Like a do-over. We all want a second try at times. I believe it's time for me to do just that. Maybe I will actually make a discovery. And end up being delighted with myself. Yeah, I know, these are only words. And the fun part, putting them into action. I know things are best done one step at a time. So I'm guessing this is a start.
If anyone happens to read this, and has advise of any kind, feel free to share. I am always open to new ideas.
And now at nearly 3 A.M. Yet again. I shall say - GoodNight!!!
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