i can't figure out why it is that he's now in charge and taken over everything ......� which he says is going to all work out....� yet i still feel the world crashing down around my ears....� i feel like the world is laughing at me cus im a huge freaking joke of a human being.� the baby came home for good today.� i wonder if i'm up to it..... though when the mood hits him he takes care of everything himself.� it's just that the mood comes and goes....� i've done nothing but sleep or cry all day.....� i guess now that its actually a normal time to sleep i'll take something to help and go to bed....
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