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01
Oct 2009
7:19 PM CDT
   

so i lie here in bed browsing through others posts, with him breathing beside me and The L Word on the tv..... i don't know what to do next. i need to change out the laundry. I'm hungry, i'm thirsty, i'm tired, my head hurts, my stomach hurts, i feel lonely, and unappreciated but like a failure at the same time. i feel unwelcome in my own home. i don't want to go to sleep. the dreams will come. the weird scary dreams that make no sense whatsover and that freak the crap out of me. that wake me up every few hours only to start again when i finally drift back off to sleep. i'm rambling.... it could be all the pills, or the fact that i'm exhausted, but i want to take more pills.... jsut enough so i don't have to work so hard to make my brain stop so i can go to sleep.... hopefully dream free....
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