Luby

�������������� There is no sleep, for days I stay awake. So tired my mind can think. I am lying on my bed, so dizzy. I can't walk straight, keep falling to the ground. I need rest but it's too much effort to fall asleep. I try but�I keep hearing noises. It wakes me up. Some of this noise is not even real, it's in my dream. I difficult time understanding what is real and what is my imagination.

�������������� So much on my mind. I can't let any of this go. Falling asleep is like giving life away. I have to stay awake and I must. As if I am waiting for a very important call. My eyes keep opening I wish I could forget everything. I want so much I can't help being this way. I don't deserve those things I want. And sometimes I think about it. Maybe I am full of darkness. I can't tell if my thoughts are evil or just plain feelings. I never feel as if I am doing it wrong until it is done.

�������������� If this continues I won't make it. I have so much in life but I can't feel the heat. The way I was walking ended, the only way is to walk back. There is nothing else out here. I was so excited to explore the world but�I reached a dead end, for me at least. I walk with you this far but now you must continue your journey with out me. I have reached an edge and only you can walk on air. I am not capable of such power. Go on, don't let me stop you. You have a future, I was meant to stay.