Dear Mommy,
I can't find you anywhere,
I love you,
don't you care?
I no longer want to live,
because of what I did.
Why Mommy,
Why?
Why am I hurting this way,
you didn't love me,
you left and turned my blue skies gray.
Why Mommy?
Why today?
forget it,
you'll never see the pain inside this heart,
behind these eyes,
Something told me,
it all was a lie.
That you never cared,
never wanted nor needed me to be there!
I miss you Mommy,
what did i do,
that was no good?
Why am I,
left with words mis-understood,
with lies and broken burdens,
It's my own life I have stolen,
so Why Mommy?
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care?
Did you ever need me,
just to be right there?
KL