I looking, but i can't see,
you seem like a different side of me,
that's been locked away so deep.
I can't believe that it's real.
You're close i can feel you,
as you hold my hand,
and hug me warm.
so where are you now?
And where have you gone?
How could you possibly say,
that I'll be ok?
How do you know,
Just how this feels?
How could you possibly explain,
what seems so unreal?
I shed these tears,
Locked up inside my room,
dreaming of you,
missing you,
loving you,
won't hurt me the worst.
He put his hands on me.
and he hurt me.
I love you.
now don't get that confused.
I love you,
yes im miss murder in the second degree,
premditated and everything.
How did I let this happen to us?