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Nov 2006
3:52 PM GMT
   

ADOPTION PLEASE READ I NEED HELP!! 29/11/2006 MAN OH MAN ALL MY NORMAL ONES ON HERE ARE SAD OR NEEDING HELP BUT THIS ONES THE MOST IMPORTANT TO ME. IVE BEEN OFF WORK THE LAST TWO WEEKS AND HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT LATELY. TODAY I WANTED TO FIND MY REAL FAMILY RIGHT LETS START FROM THE BEGINNING TWELVE YRS AGO WHEN I WAS JUST TURNING 6 I WAS PUT INTO FOSTER CARE AS MY PARENTS COULDN'T LOOK AFTER ME. MY DAD WAS SENT TO JAIL FOR CHILD ABUSE AND MY MUM JUST COULDN'T COPE SO THEY DIVORCED THEN MY OTHER DAD CAME ALONG JOE. THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 4 BUT STILL THEY COULDNT LOOK AFTER US ALL. FOR THE NEXT 2 YRS I WAS IN FOSTER CARE TIL I WAS JUST TURNING 7. THOSE TWO YEARS I CAME UP LEAPS AND BOUNDS I LEARNT TO TRUST PEOPLE AGAIN AND I LEARNT HOW TO SPEAK. THATS A STRANGE AGE TO LEARN TO TALK YOU WILL PROBERLY THINK BUT I WAS NEVER SPOKEN TO APART FROM ABUSED DURING MY EARLIER YEARS. WELL TOWARDS ME TURNING 7 I WS ADOPTED. THAT WAS 10 YRS AGO AND IVE ALWAYS REGRETTED BEING ADOPTED. BUT THEY WERE MAINLY GOOD YRS. THAT WAS UNTIL LAST OCTOBER WHEN WE MOVED. MY SISTER JIONED THE NAVY AND THEN EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENED WAS BLAMED ON ME. THE SOCIAL SERVICES WANTED NOUT TO DO WITH IT ALL. LAST NOVEMBER I MET THE MOST AMZING GUY I HAVE EVER MET. DECEMBER WE WERE GOING OUT. BUT THE ONLY THING WAS IT HAD TO BE DONE ALL IN SECRET AS HE WASNT A CHRISTIAN AND MY PARENTS REFUSED 100 PER CENT TO LET ME GO OUT WITH A NON CHRISTIAN. EVERYTHING WAS FINE UNTIL TWO MONTHS AGO WHEN WE WERE GOING TO TELL THEM EVRYTHING BUT SOME IDIOT WROTE MY MUM A LETTER TO WHERE SHE WORKS AND TOLD HER ALL. SHE WENT MENTAL CALLED ME A WHORE AND A SLUT THE INSULTS DIDNT STOP. WE WORKED IN A SCHOOL TOGETHER ME AND MUM. I WORKED THERE DURING THE MORNINGS AND AT THE COOP IN THE AFTERNOONS THATS WHERE I MET SIMON LAST NOVEMBER. I DECIDED TO RUN AWAY THAT NIGHT SO I PACKED A FEW THINGS WROTE A LETTER TO MY MUM EXPLAINING EVERYTHING ABOUT HOW I FELT AND ALL THAT. AND LEFT... I WENT TO LANCASTER FOR A WEEK THEN I MOVED IN WITH MY SIMON AND MY PARENTS WERE STRAIGHT ROUND HERE SAYING I HAD TO GO HOME BUT IM STILL HERE AND PROUD THAT I STOOD UP TO THEM THEY'VE BULLIED ME ENOUGH SO I HAD ENOUGH. THEY ARE FINDING IT HAD TO DEAL WITH BUT IM STILL IN CONTACT WITH THEM. ANYWAYS BACK TO NOW I HAVE BEEN OFF WORK FOR THREE WEEKS THIS BEING MY THIRD WEEK. I DECIDED TO LOOK FOR MY REAL PARENTS SO I SEARCHED ON VARIOUS WEBSITES AND FOUND THEM AND DETAILS AND ADDRESSES THE THING THAT I WANT HELP WITH ARE THESE: 1) SHOULD I CONTACT THEM? 2)SHOULD I VISIT THEM FIRST OR WRITE TO THEM? 3) SHOULD I JUST LEAVE IT ALL OR WHAT? PLEASE HAVE A READ AND PLEASE LEAVE YOUR VIEWS I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THE HELP.
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