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Oct 2006
1:20 AM PST

Today started off awesome! I was at my aunts so I got a homemade breakfast ...I love my aunt!!! I had to leave right after though because I was meeting up with Jason from work. He didn't tell me at all what we were doing so it was all a surprise (I don't like surprises, lol). We met at work and took his car down to the beach (I refuse to drive in Vancouver, lol) so I didn't have to drive. We walked along the beach and back and then we went to this fuckin awesome south east asian restaurant, called The Noodle Box. Best food ever ...no word of a lie. And it comes in a little take out box ...its so cute. So just as we are heading out of the restaurant with our little take out boxes to go back to the beach, I hear my phone beep, which means missed call/voicemail. I look at this missed call and it's jay (aka the asshole). I listened to the voicemail which lasted like two minutes. I know I should have let it go, I was out with Jason having an awesome afternoon, but I couldn't. As we get in the car I redial his number and call him. I think Jason understood, but I felt bad, yet couldn't help myself. Just to backtrack for a second, we had a yelling match on the phone last night, which involved him hanging up on me. Fine by me, less time I had to talk to him, lol. I try to be as nice as I can after being walked all over by him for the last god knows how long. And Jason wont even breathe just to keep from starting another fight with Jay. So I told him I was out with a friend and had to go, and then I hung up cause I didn't feel like having to explain myself for hanging out with jason, who by the way has been awesome to me since Friday morning. So anyways we go back out to the beach to eat from my new favourite restaurant lol and it's so cold out that we walked back to the car and ate in there. Then we went to his house ...and he lives with his parents because he is going to school full time ...lucky bastard, lol. Well we're sitting cuddling on the couch and his mom walks in ...lol. And then I met his dad about an hour later as his parents were leaving, and this time we are even closer on the couch ...at this point he is pretty much my pillow. So needless to say im pretty sure his mom doesn't like me ...and his dad im not sure about. And he had hockey tonight so he took me back to Richmond and I picked up my car. Now while i was at Jasons ...we kissed. BUT ...it wasn't good ...and there wasn't A LOT of chemistry (ofcourse the kiss was after his parents had left, lol). I dunno if it is Jason's in general or if it's just my luck, but this will be the second one and the first one didn't know how to kiss either. But he seems so awesome ...he cares, and ever since Friday morning he has been checkin up on me, makin sure im okay and is there when I need either guy advice or somone to talk/vent to. Do I even try on this one, or just stay friends?

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