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30
Sep 2006
12:11 PM PST
   

To the One I Thought Cared ... Discussing things on Thursday while dropping you off has killed a part of me inside. You rubbing in that you have been asked out three times in the last month and making me feel guilty for you turning them down is completely inappropriate. As far as I knew we were only dating ...and my impression of dating is that you are NOT exclusive. And all the while, one day i'll be your girlfriend and the next im not, in your mind. You have me confused alone on all of that. Are you just scared and running away, because if you do that, you will never know what happens. What happened to the Mr. Live one day at a time? You know im not ready for a relationship ...thats just not something im ready to get back into. The more you fuck with my head, the more I don't even want to be your friend anymore. And that is what we were to begin with. So one of these dates ...ten to one, it is Jenn. I mean you two were supposed to go on one before we even agreed to date. Either tell me what is going on, or get out. I can't handle the mind games anymore. I have too much other shit to deal with in my life. And if your roommate is behind all of this I don't even want to talk to you until you guys are no longer roommates. She runs your life ...I can't handle it. She walks all over you ...for fuck sakes, I can't even come hang out with you at your place for a couple of hours. God forbid I'd be invading her space even if we were in seperate fucking rooms. So now you have agreed to dating on my terms ...and yet we don't talk anymore. I need to know if you will drive me to the airport in a week, so Georgina can figure out what time to do thanksgiving dinner with her family if she is driving me. And you always have this lame excuse that your phone is all messed up and you aren't getting any calls or text messages ...and that is your excuse EVERY time I call you and you don't answer. I'm starting to not believe you ...and you wonder why I have trust issues with other people? Your mind games are tiring ...im tired of pretending ...Just let me know the truth please ...or else get out, and don't call until you can be honest. Your friend first and foremost, Ashley
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