jjaamomma's Journal

 
    
03
Dec 2010
12:09 PM
   

Mom is 47 in a nursing home for demencia, because she drank herself there. She was into heroin, crack, pretty much anything you can think of. She was not a great mom, she was a very abusive drunk. She put me and my two little sisters through hell. I miss her now. WHY? I miss her old mind, I miss having the conversations with her where she was able too remember what I just said too her. I miss her being able to understand. I miss her. I am so confused. I hated who she was, I hate who she is now. But damn it I love the woman. I spent my life in foster care, and juvie, and having a hell of a time growing up. My life was took from me very young. I should have so much hate and discust but I don't.
 Add comment
1 comment(s) - 11:01 AM - 12/19/2010
Add Comment:

Add Tags:
To add multiple tags, please separate them with comma ( , )





jjaamomma's Profile

  • Username: jjaamomma
  • Gender / Age: Female, 45
  • Location: USA - Michigan
    •