You know when you feel like you have the entire world.. on your shoulders? Yeah, not in your hands. You don't carry it that simply. Instead you have to haul it onyour back because your hands are not yet strong enough to hold it. You have to go through pain in order to get the pleasure.. fair enough I guess. But how come it has to last so long? And, why is life sometimes like a rollercoaster? How come you have to feel periods of awful pain and then life will all of a sudden change direction.. and it makes you so happy. If happiness is so great, and we all strive for it- why don't we ever get happiness that lasts? What changes it when we get it? What makes it go away?? Do we drive it away? I dont understand. I dont understand life.. but then again, who asked me to?