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12
Nov 2007
4:46 PM EST
   

regardless of what you would call me, you're my best friend. even though i dont really trust you that much, i still trust you with everything. i still tell you everything even when i know it will travel. but i always hope that you wont tell anyone because some of the things i tell you are really personal.. or maybe they arent personal but they are things i dont want spread around and i know we have had so many fights and arguements and we've been so bitchy to eachother.. but i honestly, i cant NOT be friends with you. like, we never hang out and we hardly talk but just knowing that you are still my friend.. like it makes so much of a difference. and i dont know but i miss you like fuck and i wish we could hang out everyday cause you NEVER bore me but imsure id piss you off if we hung out everyday.. anyways i love you though and no matter what ill always consider you one of my very best friends.. no matter how bad you treat me and no matter how bad i treat you.. i just want to STOP being mad at eachother all the time and i dont want to get involved with any guys you know because it seems to cause a lot of headaches and madness and everything and i want to just be a good friend because you deserve it and im not gonna lie, its really fucking hard to stay friends because of what has happened in the past and the distance and everything but its gonna be worth it! i know it will be because your a fucking amazinggg person you dont know!! you dont give yourself enough credit for ANYTHING and no one should treat you the way people do sometimes and i regret ever being a bitch to you and im so sorry for that.
but i love you and i hope that might be enough to make up for it
I love ya tiah
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