jazzsoulp's Journal
06
Feb 2007
7:17 PM EST
Thursday...went to QB's crib and watched greys anatomy...great show by the way...Ok, I know in church they tell us to speak positively about our lives like when your down with the Flu, you say you are well in Jesus name?!?!...Well,...I am RICH IN JESUS NAME..u get my picture...I graduated from college and am yet to find a job. I mean, I could be working now with some Agicultural sumn sumn...but the lady old me it's $12 AN HOUR...hahahaha...AM SORYY WHAT???...na B...I have a Beachelors degree in Biology with a ,minor in Chemistry with an alrite GPA, 3.56 to be precise. I got paid $10 as an undergraduate researcher and now u want to give me food packaging job for 12 bucks...Hello,..some HR peeps do not know wussup...I felt insulted,..I'm sorry if it makes me sound shallow...But I know I deserver more...Got a 2 other offers on the table tho...20 buck an hour but I havent gotten the main call for the compnays hiring manager...i think it is a test of faith, and this is one test I know well right that I am not failing...Personal note to GOD,...I trust in you and believe you can do it for me Lord...Please give me the Job with CH. It would really make my mum so happy cos sometimes I think she Loves me more than I love myself...And please heal London Buki and Yellows mum...I've been thinking about her a lot lately,...I tried to give him a wake up call this morning but I guess he dint find it amusing and he has finalling given up on me cos I decided not to be the friend her wanted...I think it would be good for him and me both, but Lord help him understand and not resent me. I know my capabilities and I just can be there for him like dat...The trust is gone and he cant really get it back because I wont,...no I cant let him! My face is still ringing from the slap you see. I have completely let go but I dont like to be used and I now he probably doesn't know it, but he is indirectly and unconciously using me...that's what happens when you're in Love...u dont care about anyone else and after the fact. All you care about is you and the person you Love, so I am protecting myself and guarding my Mind, Soul, and Heart from the selfishness of the world...I mean, he is no different from the other girls I stopped talking to cos they tried to be friend with me because of my cousin LB...It is just a bit more complicatedf bcos we were friends b4 all this and now we've just fallen apart. He has tried to mend it, but I'm not one to be fixed...U brake it, just throw it away cos fixing means it might work, but not as good as it used to, put some tape around it and it might look alright but not as beautiful as it should be...Just throw it away and get a new one.
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I was born with an old soul. I am as real as real gets. I avoid wahala (trouble)!
Interests:
Soccer, Good Music, Making Music, Writing Poetry n Music, Travelling, Cooking.
Favorite Music:
Soul, Afrobeat, Jazz, R n B, Old school hip hop.
Favorite Movies:
Err...Hotel Rwanda, Tsotsi, Bed Knobs n Broom Sticks, 7 Lucky kids, Smoking Aces, RENT!!!
Favorite Television:
Grey's Anatomy, King of Queens
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Organic Chemistry Text
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