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Jan 2007
3:33 PM EST

So I stayed up all night talking to my friend on the phone and we were trying to convince another friend that she was not wrong for doing what she did....It goes a little something like this.....My home girl...lets call her Eru, was playing with her boyfriends cell phone and happened to come across a text message that was bothersome to her. It was from his ex-girl sating she was in town and he should come see her. She shoved it off hoping her B.F would actually say something about it. So she waited for him to talk, but he never did. That same night, he said he was going to hang with the boys, so she called him later on and he didn't pick up. Then she rang again, but this time his phone was turned off...*Awhelllnaaw!!! * She then finally gets to speak with him and asked him about his whereabouts and he LIED and said he was with the boys...So she asked him if he had something to tell her, and he said no...SO she told him she saw the message and the dumb dude ended up confessing....Fine, my girl was wrong for snooping, but check this...He turned the tables on her and made it all her fault because she went through his messages...can someone smell a rat. Well, this got me to thinking and I realised how wonderful my Guy is. We had this same situation happen. I took his cell phone and asked if I could go through his messages...He was right there while I questioned him about all the random female texts, but this was b4 our relationship got serious so I wasn't too bothered bcos I also had random males texting me too. But I do think Eru's guy messed up big time...the Trust is gone....Anyway, I woke up at 5:00am to call babe...I love talking to him when I just wake up...It makes my whole day go by with love...You know....I speak to his mum like every week now...It's so cool because is whole family loves me, and my mum really likes him too...One day i'l tell u about our dream like journey....It's a beautful thing.

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Jan 2007
3:32 PM EST

It's my mums Birthday today...Heres a Little prayer for her...Aunty,...I Love you with all my heart. You have been the rock of our family. I want to be a great woman when I am 51...Just like you. I pray that the lord will grant you a happy and graceful many more years on this earth. May all your dreams come true and may the love daddy, the twins and I have for you grow stronger fo the rest of our days...God Bless you mother...Love, LP. .................................................... .... ................It's bout 3:00am Nigerian time and I really want to talk to my guy, but I have a feeling the convo. wont be as romantic as it ususally is. See,...sometime in November, we dint speak to each other for a whole week, and i was graduating the week after and I wasn't too happy bcos I wanted him o be a part of it even though he couldn't be here. He was going through some stuff, I guess trying to get himself back on the right track. I know he sometimes feels disappointed in himself, and doesn't want to disappoint me, so he doesn't like filling me in on the process until the product is done. Now, I feel I have just worsened the whole thing by yelling at him, but us being silent is somewhat a sacrifice...If it means him being mad at me or not wanting to tell me stuff until it is done, then it is all well and good as long as he starts acting more mature and getting productive. I guess this is what i get for not dating an older guy....But I love u D~K and we're in this together...Yur girl aint going nowhere.

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Jan 2007
3:10 PM EDT

Saturday, January 27th 2007. My mum will be 51 tomorrow. Today was bananas. I was on my bed all morning but just couldn't get up because of the task I had ahead of me. I had to move today, but thanlks to my sweet friend who woke up and called me right after, I wouldn't have had the strength to get up. I called up a couple of guys at the last minute and they all responded ,..just like dat...except for this one guy that I always hope will redeem himself...he never does so I will cut him off. I guys did make me feel special tho...I LOVE THEM TO DEATH. My female friend on the other hand came quite late and was of litle or no help but I appreciate the effort..lol. Anyway, I stayed back to clean up and headed to Raleigh were a babyshower was going on. Me n D took a bath and headed out. Good turn out, loud as ever thanks to my Naija folk and someones car got towed. Me n D headed to Queen B's house and gisted till about 3:00am....It's always a pleasure being in Queen B's company. We headed home and I proceeded to send MY GUY a text (took me about 30 minutes to compose) which was a reply to his.... MY GUY: "No 1 keeps me in check here babes..Sowwy 4 gettin u all upset.. luv u darlin" .......ME: "I get bothered cos U know the rite thing but it's become hard for you to do. I really do give a sh** dats why I mite go balistic on yu atimes..Am Sorry tho,..Ok Babe?? Luv u."....... Ok, I admit i was a little worked up the day I called him and might have made him feel like crap plus I told him not to call me and he said he would and I said " well I'm not going to call u for a bit, and he said he'd call me the next day...I turned my fone off all day and my mailbox was full so.... but I had to tell him the truth,...I really do Love that Man! Maybe one day I'll show him all my entries. ; )

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Jan 2007
4:42 PM EDT

Notice how the bad somtimes overwhelms the good part of your day. Well, it just happened to me. Today...I cried just a little. Earlier, I laughed, ate, joked around, played, drove, spoke to my brother in Nigeria 2wice, turned down an offer to go to see a hip hop show (O well,...because I can), talked to my professor about how crappy job hunting is going, dodged a couple of stalkers, and then called my boyfriend in Nigeria..Well, his phone was engaged at MIDNIGHT!!!...So i call his other number and he said he was getting off in 30secs so i should call him back...I really wasn't going to because I was mad that he was chatting wiv some other chik at midnight so I sent him a "NEVERMIND, JUST CALLED TO SAY HI" text...well, my blood was boiling so I had to give him a piece of my mind. And I did...We have had this discussion before about him talking to other girls late at night. He always has random babes calling him late..The Hell...I know for sure that no babe is calling a dude at night because she wants to complain. I am a girl,...if I call a dude late at night,..it's because I want to CAKE (romantic-call)...I mean, I trust him and all, but I think it is inappropriate and some-what disrespectful. The main reason for this madness is because we are in a distant relationship...Sometimes, I just wanna....WHOOSAA!!!

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