holy shit, yesterday was miserable. i fucking cried all day long, even when i got home. i was shaking and having panic attacks and everything. i finally worked up the nerve to call my mother at work and it turns out that the social worker did call her. he also said to her that we have to go to court about it and he didn't say anything about that to me. i was livid. but anyway, i called her and, to my surprise, she was actually sympathetic. i didn't even know what to do. i was so fucking relieved! i was thinking to myself that there is no way that i could get this lucky, but apparently i am because everything has been fine. my mom's kinda been checking up on me a lot more because of my "emotional state" but other than that, its been just fine. i got to hang out with shan last night and she gave me liquor, so its all good.^___^ but anyway, i'm suppose to be getting a new cell phone this weekend. hopefully one with a camera. i'm about the only person on the face of the planet that doesn't have a picture phone. well, thats pretty unrealistic, but i still think i should have one! what if i got in a car accident and i need to take pictures? i mean come on! XD my stuff that i ordered off the internet better come in today. its been backordered and i'm really getting upset about it. i don't want to have to wait until monday to get it!! it was supposed to come in with my other stuff like 2 weeks ago! ugh... whatever. its so stupid cause its only a keychain and a cell phone charm. wtf? why i have to wait for a package so small for so long is beyond me. damn them! okay. i think i'm done now.
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