heykaro89's Journal

Just don't know why couldn'tshe move on and openher mind simply to a friend.

we used to be friends,but then we got into a fight because we werecooperatingon an art competetion but duty problems crushed out our friendship and intrigued the war between us.

after all these time i've moved on and not pissed anymore,and i tried to apologize,she said she didnt mind but she seemed still upset,i don't know why and i'm tired of pleasing her or care about her feelings.

some say,"Let The Begones Be Gone",well, it's time to let go and start my brain new freshman life.

the summer vacation is almost over

gotta pack up all the memories, wildness and lazyness wutever and hit the road.

it's still a long journey forward, only keep moving will i get to know this life better, complaints are helpless to make the situation easier. there's a proverb whih said: plans are never faster than changes. i've made lotta plans for this summer but only some of it were lived up. i wish i could manage my time better next time.

ok i got a question here..

it sounds kinda idiot but i just sign up for this recently and im not quite sure how this works..when i tried to add a new entry,why there are some words on the top ..somethen like(for now) "how do i define love?" ....wondering if the others got the same words too?

the summer days are great and i wish this never ends...

i think im totally cursed by t-shirts..today i went shopping with my crew..ended up like 9 T-SHIRTS with me home...it was soooo crazy!! well thanks to the fair discount and cheap vendors..oh and some little money i earned from my part time job.

i love holidays. specially sumer holidays...i could get up anytime i want without being afraid to be kicked ass by my school teachers,i could play my guitar as long as i want,i can go swimmingall monday,go dancing all tuesday,paintall wednessday,learn franch or english all thursday,watch the oc all friday, hang outwith friends the entire saturday,and sleep all sunday HA.. yeah it sounds kinda time wasting but this is how holidays should be isn't it?

ummm one of my friends asked me why dont i get a b.f...well im not sure why..but i think i prob just dont wanna get stuck n another relationship again and im sick of worrying for someone and crying over the broken heart..im just enjoying my happy summer time. actually i wanna get with someone different..perhaps a foreign guy would be nice? haha :p

ok this is my first time writting something up here..hope im doing alright. :D

so heres the deal.i've been watching "the OC" these days..well i know this is soooo 2003 but i gotta admit that this is totally awesome!!!!! i'm not really that kind of daily drama person but i think im totally addicted to this one..and i found some side effects about watching these stuff...the more you're into it,the more desperation about your own life! oncei turn off the TV after seeing all that luxurious life they led,i was like: gosh im gonna do the dishes again instead of drinking cocktail with my friends in the "holly's pool house" (a house in "the o.c") i wish i could make some friends...hey so that counts for why im here HA! i could meet people around the world and improve my Enlish a little by trowing stuff up here..oh and i didnt tell any of my friends about this so that i could say anything i want up here...doesn't it feels great to say something out loud without hesitating? sometimes you just need a listener that's all.

p.s oh by the way..my english sucks..if it's difficult to read,my bad! :p