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Aug 2012
12:36 AM
   

Life and the Joys of it

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Next month my mom will be down for a visit.� I am very excited cannot wait.� Not sure how long she is staying, but I am just happy she is finally coming down for�a visit.� I have missed her something fierce.� I guess I am just a big mamas girl.� I know that I am proud to say it as well.� Stress has been on the down low lately minus school stress, but that is expected at least I have an A so cannot complain too much about it.� I have been also using the information I am learning in my class especial the whole psychology information.� It has helped and I am actually learning to listen and ask the right questions just like a therapist kind of weird when I catch myself doing it, but it is a good kind of weird.

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Dec 1969
6:00 PM
   

Hospitals

I am sitting at the hospital been here for two days now.� Niece went in and had surgery for a sore on her behind but came out on top and is a great trooper.� The thing is the nurses wont let her rest or be relaxed they know she is in so much pain and needs all the rest she can get.� I know they are just making sure their patient wont get worse before they get better but still I am finding it rather hard to bite my tongue and not tell them to leave her a lone for at least two hours so she can rest.� I know�they are doing what they are taught to�do but still it don't mean I am not getting a little irritated with as much�time they spend poking and pushing on her�and keeping her awake.� I thank all of them for all the hard work�they have been doing and will continue to do in the next day or so.� �

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Apr 2012
9:53 PM EST
   

Stress

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The stress is getting really thick around here not sure if we all will be able to stand it before May 3rd comes around.� Kind of sick of it all.� I am also thinking about someone which I shouldnt just because of all the stuff he did to try and hurt me.� I try and stay strong but sometimes tears just want to pour out from my eyes once again.� I am not sure what or how to deal with it all.� Sometimes I want to stop being so tough and stop putting up a front just so I dont have to have the eyes constantly at my back or the "It will be ok" speech.� Today is just a really emotional day for me and sometimes I wish it would just stop so I dont have to feel so emotional.� I guess sometimes you have to stop and let a few tears fall down and face the stares and the questions but I am not ready for that one bit.� I know the kids feel it too and it makes me even more emotional.� Some days are so much harder to let go of it all than others and lately those bad days are continuing.�
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