I had a really good day today for most of the day.� I�really enjoy spending time with my new friend Maricia.� She's a good friend and I am blessed to have met her.� God has blessed me so much.�� I�am glad that I�went to the hospital and ended up at Arcadia Mental Health, but� iam also sometimes wishing I�didn't go to the hospital because of the darn bills that I can not pay and do not need the stress of dealing with them right now and I�do not know what to do.