Im here im back home the day i never planned. I dreaded this day and now its finally here well i've been here for like 2 weeks now.� Were still getting settled in, not use to all this it's gonna take some time getting use to. Im so what's the word im looking for no not lazy (even though that is true) unorganized maybe who knows never ready thats for sure.� I can't stand it im always looking for something or i dont know but nothing ever seems to go smooth not w/me that is.
Frankie she's what it is that is giving me a headache but its gettiing better.� At first OMG! she was driving me nuts.� I couldnt' take it but she's better now learning how to be a normal child and occupy herself by herself even though she LOVES attention from anyone.� My poor baby sometimes i'm a bit mean to her but i can't help it the shit she does gets to me and i have no patients.�� My mom says we can see who's gonna be the blacksheep and other bullshit that gets to me.� But i try to just ignore it cause she dont know shit but ugh sometimes i can't.� Its nonsense and where does she get it from please now if she really believes it then she really gots issues bigger than i thought.
The girls they haven't been a problem besides there so freakin dirty it makes me sick but it's my fault because i am the mother but come on.� they dont pay attention worth nothing and they can't follow orders what's up with that.� They seem to go in the zone still that annoys me so much. there back in school so thats good.
i GOT to go to bed frankies got a doctors appt. in the mornig more shots i think.� I need to make me an appt. while im at it all kinds of shit wrong w/me but whats new.
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