well this is it, it's finally ending me being on my own that is.� After 6 years of living alone w/my children i'm going back home to my parents.� what a drag but for some reason im not as bummed about it as i would imagine. why???� no idea but maybe this is what i've needed so i can make that change i've been wanting.� Although i wish it didn't have to be this way but i guess its probably the only way anything would happen.� I got til the end of the month i already started packing some of my stuff. for being here that long i would think i'd have more stuff but i really dont have anything worth saving.� Oh well not like i'll be needing it anytime soon anyways.
Twin came by a while back and joey kept teasing that he was interested but i paid him no mind and never would of thought anything but he came over a little more and we've just been hangin out.� He's cool he switched up a bit but that what they all do so im already knowing.� but he hasnt been by in a few days and the more i wish he would come he doesnt of course.� I just want to hang with someone since this is gonna be like the last time for any of that.� Im gonna really be all alone then.� That's probably gonna suck the most just not having anyone around to talk to like how it is here.� But....
well� i got alot of things to figure out in my life just hope i start putting some actions to what it is i want cause its not just gonna happen on its own.� i need motivation thats it and i have none for anything i do.� i wonder why i dont know im not sad or anything just not into anything at least not the way i use to be.� sometimes i wonder myself i lost me some time ago i just wish i was more in touch w/myself like before.� i am to a certain point but those will never change i need to get back the little important ones im missing.
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