Hello..long time no talk since i been on here. Last time i posted it was about my parents getting a divorce well that is still continuing but my parents are talking on good term, my dad still does not live here wit me and its rought i am a complete daddy's girl and not seeing him everyday hurts. but other then that thing are looking okay.
I am working out mostly everyday trying to eat right n loss weight for the navy. I know its the right thing for me. I want it really bad, but i also feel as if my recruiters dont�i am not getting the support from them which i should be. I am althought getting it from my family. I do question my self often about it thought i dont kno why deep down i want it with all my heart, but theres just one thing or should i say person that could stop me from joining.
Now on to that one person. I met him back in febuary. Amazing guy, sweet, kind, beautiful smile, big heart. We met at a club and he then came over then next day and enjoyed of self extremly (lol)..we talked and just layed on my bed holdin eachother.. we see eachother when we go out he say's he likes me and all the sweet talk. he's a good guy smart has a decent job as a councler and he's older in late twenty's. but my freinds say he's just like the rest a playa, i really dont wanna believe it, but last night i got upset i dont kno why we are not together.. he came there to see ME or else he wouldnt have.some girl he jus met was all over him and he did nothin all he said was hanging out with friends. ugh i jus dont kno what to do i like him alot..i could having the worst day and seeing him puts a smile on my face n makes me happy n my day better...i shouldnt b upset or wasting tears on him when we're not even together..i would like one day for us to be but i dont know when that day is going to come............
till next time..every1 have blessed day
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