dave's Journal
21
Nov 2006
4:46 AM EDT
DAMN, I haven't had this empty feeling in my heart for a long time. This morning at work I could slowly feel that feeling that I had months ago when I was having my cry in a corner feeling. So much that I pu on myself and then when not expected I start hurting inside over everything. I get really dipressed. Maybe the country music I listen at work doesn't help my head from keeping everthing inside where I want to keep it. The good thing is that I dont have these hurt feeling like I use to at least once a day, then it was once a week and now maybe once a month, thanks to Lisa, love you baby. SHe had made me strong but at the same time I have brought her down. sorry baby. You deserve SOOOO much and some times I feel I am not providing that. daleen i hate you for doing this to my heart and the kids. I wish I could just wal away and never see you again. I hurts too much to bwe near you and be nice. I do beter when I am mad. It makes it easier to deal with. Kitty and Ty I love so much. God I hope they don't get too affected my all of this. well, another day and hopefully some good news for EVERYONE! GOD LOOK ON ME! I need the strength!!!!
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USA - Arizona
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About Me:
Divorsed 30 year old father of two. my daughter age two that brightens my world every day and my stepson the football star who makes me more proud every day that he is near.
Interests:
Spending time with my kids and coaching youth football. Watching NFL on sundays(GO COWBOYS). Spending much loving times with my new love Lisa. Thanks baby for making me strong!
Favorite Music:
hard and classic rock. Garth Brooks rocks as well and don't mind a bit of R&B for some fun dancing at the club.
Favorite Movies:
Ace Ventura 1$2. War movies. Big on any comedy. 1941 one of the best ever.
Favorite Television:
FOOTBALL!!!! and love watching old comedy sidcoms. COPS.
Favorite Books:
Anything with pictures. Not much of a reader but give me an autobiography on good people and I'll read it.
DAVE's Friends:
llarson
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