I think that i am officially going insane. I CANNOT like will again, especially not this much. He is seriously driving me insane!!!!!!!!�my heart is starting to race when i think about him, this is not good!!!!!�argh! what do i do??????? i'm not sure if this is a good thing or not, but RIGHT NOW, i'm extremely happy. because he's making me happy. and idk what to do about it because i dont wanna tell him how i feel about him, and i dont want this tri to end because i probably will barely see him like at all next tri, i didn't see him at all first tri except for youth group. this is gonna suck. i think that will will always have a place in my heart, especially because he was my first love, and i dont think that you can ever truely get over that. well, i'm happy that i'm happy but i'm also scared...