it seems like i'm getting everything that i could possibly want, but i just cannot seem to be happy. i mean like, today i got taco bell, aim, and a computer, i have this guy kiss me, who alot of other girls would die to kiss, and i have a ton of friends. but i'm just not being satisfied. i'm not sure what i should do. i'm really scared though because i really like will, and i think that's what's somewhat making me uncontent, because i really just want a boy that will make me happy and not just use me, because alex is so not worth it, but what if i actually fall in love with will again? what should i do? because for all i know, he'll put what happened to us in the past in the way of what could be happening between us now. what if he askes me to the dance? but i doubt that that will happen. and it just seems like i want that to happen so bad. but i just can't get out how i'm feeling at the moment though. i mean,�i really want to get over alex because he is�so not worth it, and i�really want to fall for will, because i believe that i can, but i dont think that my heart is going to let me at the moment, because i dont know what this outcome will be and i know how much he can hurt me. everything will be so less complex if i just get over alex. i think that i should just try as hard as i can to get over him. it's just not worth it anymore. and i miss my best friend. but i dont know how i'll ever be able to get her back. and there's no way anytime soon. i'm just hoping that if i ever need her, she will be there. because of everything that we've been trhough. i'm just sick of not being content with what i have.
what should i do?
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