i swear to god, one of these days i am going to punch my fucking parents in the face. i CAN'T STAND THEM! i slammed the door and said "i hate this family", and i haven't gone upstairs since, it's been about 2 hours. i'm sleeping in the basement tonight. god damn, i'm so fed up with their bullshit. everybody hates my dad, i just wish my parents would get a divorce so that i could just live with my mom. but atm, if i could, i would live with jordan, no lie. her rents would seriously take me in, but i love softball too much, and if i ditched, softball would be over for me. but i'm getting so close to just fucking leaving. i can't wait until i can drive and just go over to jordan's house when all this shit starts happening. i fucking hate my dad, and any of you who have met him know why. i swear, he just lives to see me suffer, and then when he says he loves me, i dont believe it. i dont think i have ever said to him that i love him. because i dont. i hate everything about him, how he facebook stalks me, how fucking ugly he is, how annoying he is, how fat he is, how much of an asshole he is. anybody who knows him understands me.
i wish he was dead.
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