cursers44's Journal

Nov 2006
11:08 AM HNP

why bullitins and other shit mean nothing in religion, it makes things too easy to say- Current mood: sleepy when i can say this out loud to anyone i'll die happy but it may be blasphemy because the words just poured out like water i may have just wrotten a bunch of shit and i'm contridicting myself, but w/e this is better then nothing i truely love God and a stupid bullitin couldn't prove that so whoever thinks that ppl who put up the minimal effort truley love god, i'll see you in hell, not happening, if a bullitin proves your love for God, your loveless! look at this crap... if that's a test then i guess we'll all be in heaven within 24 hours, what kinda bs is that, Jesus was tortured and stabbed and killed for you and you think a fucking bullitin will do you justice, we think living is a gift but on this earth we might as well die if you ask me, i'm not perfect but i think that a stupid bullitin is spitting in Gods face especially if your doing it because you feel obligated or you want a fucking miracle. no one cares about half the shit on myspace and noones going to remember that there was a bullitin about God on myspace, what about the other shit you ppl post does it have any significance to God? like that 7 different ways to have sex thing or how about that what drug r u or the other lame shit you post God bullitins are like one in a million, so instead of being a lazy ass and feeling guilty and posting this crap because you think it will influence someone, grow up and stop being so afraid of yourself and everyone else it's not about what they think it's about what God thinks so here's the challenge, i challenge you and myself, to admit your a coward and admit that you can't stand in front of your freinds and talk openly about God without feeling embarassed once you've admitted your a coward mabey you'll realize that your only hurting yourself. I'M A COWARD! I'M NOT A GOOD CHRISTIAN I'M A LAZY COMFORTABLE PERSON TRAPT IN A COOCOON, i can't even come out with any words they're trapt in my throat, but i don't care mabey one day i'll grow up and understand the big picture but for now all i have to offer is a bullitin, and the truth that until you see that reputations are nothing when you make your peers your judge- i'm sure no one read this far but at least i tryed to help you understand that a stupid bullitin means shit if you don't really try to mold it into your life and try to become a better person and try to get off this earth instead of stay on it if i can learn how to spread God to people, then i'll be happy in death, if i find a way to give what i have to others, then i'll be happy. this life is nothing. down below is a crappy bullitin, prove you love God you can't prove things like that. this isn't a test i think God could care less in Jesus name i say amen Body: Body: It said Top 10 people I would kiss but would you have opened it if it said "GOD" in it ? respost this in 5 mins. If You Truely Love GOD. and a miracle Will Happen Tonight at 12.00 P.S. ( Dont ignore ) u never know when God is testing you

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Username: cursers44

Gender / Age: Female, 34

Location: USA - Florida

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About Me: *LIKES* sunflowers mixed with roses* white dresses with red accesories* tattoos* eating chinese food* daydreaming* staring into space* family- even though they're a pain in the ass!* my dad* my mom- when she's not controling* my best freind noelle!* my freind sheila & jessica* my school* ice skating- even though it's hard* thongs* feeling beautiful* looking beautiful* painting* drawing* parties!* the beach* falling asleep at the beach and waking up with a sunburn* swimming naked!* my bunk bed i share with my sister- i'm on the bottom!* handstands* good hair dayz!* bunny rabbits!* kittens* waterfalls* the ocean* sunsets* movie theaters* eating late* pulling all nighters with someone* sleeping in!* sleeping a lot* feeling full* milk* smirnoff* my brother!* my grandma!* my blanki. i've had it forever* my cross neclace* God* Jesus* Angels* being forgiven* ice cream* ramen noodles* vacation* music* my twin sister* brandon* Dislikes: *DISLIKES* working* preps* myspace* back stabbers* being bored outta my mind!* private schools* uniforms* teachers who are controling* control freaks* feeling like i'm forced to do something i don't want to* boys who like you but don't admit it* people who don't like me but they've never met me* when my freinds are sad* when i cut myself* when i lie which is everyday* whores* people who will suck any dick because they like to* the devil* being hungrey* laughing instead of crying- it makes me feel insane* people who laugh at their enemies when they die or when someone they love dies* i dislike having dislikes* i dislike this planet* feeling like your going to throw up because your afraid* being afraid* looking someone in the face when you love them but they don't love you* i dislike sin* but i'm sinful... Favorite Music:

Interests: boxing drumming god jesus holyspirit religion painting working out

Favorite Music: *FAVORITE MUSIC* hot hot heat* my chemical romance* assorted jelly beans* mod* cecroe* bright eyes* lost prophets* evanecense* the white stripes* the honary title* the subways* weezer* franz fernindand* aqua lung* the killers* the used* five iron fenzy* dance hall crashers* taking back sunday* hello vegas* afi* bob marley* ben harper* sublime* cake* aiden* slightly stoopid* hawthorn heights* fall out boy* the guilty parties* rage against the machine* *chiodos* *every time i die* *trophy scars* vene amori* audio slave* *30 seconde to mars* underoath* as i lay dying*

Favorite Movies: i love king kong! *SIN CITYS A FUCKING RIOT! MWAH HAHAHA* *BOON DOG SAINTS* *PULP FICTION* *CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY* *THE LAST SAMURI* *GLADIATOR* *SOUTH PARK THE MOVIE* *PITCH BLACK* *THE CHRONICALS OF RIDDICK* *V FOR VENDETTA* *BUTTERFLY EFFECT* *CLICK* *KILL BILL*

Favorite Television: t.v. sucks!just shoot me is ok

Favorite Books: earagon, eldest, tuck everlasting, alias books i never finished reading but they're really good, bible bible bible, and anything i find fascinating and creative