Had to drive DaveG's work truck today. He's out of commission cuz of his damn finger. He invited me to him and Hope's wedding reception on the 19th. I dont want to go alone, and i dont know if Steven will go with me.
He just texted me.. which i found weird. cuz he usually calls. turns out he was texting me while working out.. what a weirdo, who does that?! but i must say, thats one hell of a way to know that he likes me.. lol He'll probably call me after he works out, at least i hope he does.
I get some weird vibes from him. I really need to sit down with him and ask him what his deal is. While i dont think he's married and i'm totally the other woman type, I just want to know the truth. He hasnt told me or even seemed to bring it up. So i'm definitely going to have to bring it up at dinner on friday night.
My coworker Dave has been out of town in Utah working. I've been driving his work truck and it totally sucks. I had to drive out to BFE el centro- all for a standby case. And just as I was leaving thinking I was done for the day I find out that my other dumbass coworker Dave hurt himself pushing one of the lasers.. seriously?!!? i've been working there for 2 years and i havent hurt myself yet!! and i'm a girl!!!!!! I ended up having to cover his case and it was just crap. I had so much shit to unload and it was all heavy. Soooo not fun..
I miss steven. I didnt think he was going to call yesterday; and just as i was thinking that the phone rang.. he has espn. haha
I so cannot wait to see him on Friday night. I dont know how much alone time we'll be able to spend but anytime is good time.We'll see what happens after dinner. But all i know is that i am going to give him the best kiss ever. lol
It was ugly outside. It wasnt too cold or anything but it was wet and windy. Not your typical southern california weather; definitely a nice change.
Spent the day watching wild card weekend football. i dont really like seattle so i was really hoping for a good washington comeback but nope, not this year. Jacksonville spanked Pittsburg. Tomorrow, baby. Tomorrow.
Steven called me. I really wish I could've spent some time with him this weekend. He's been on call and had to work in the office this weekend. Said he wished he could be watching football with me. But next weekend, he has off. He said he was going to pay so much attention to me. I cannot wait!!!
He mentioned that he ran into a woman who wants to set him up with a friend of hers. I'm not completely sure why he told me, but when i said.. "yea, and?" he said that he was trying to find a way to get out of it, and that he didnt need to be set up. Guess thats a good thing for me! =D
Today was rough. The long drive kills me. I thought a whole lot about smoking a ciggy, and i thought a whole lot about just stopping at a gas station or 7-11 to buy a pack. But i stayed strong; sucked on a DumDum instead. They seem to last just the right amount of time without me really having to bite it. it seems to be working so far...
Steven called me a bunch today.. it was totally cute. He was stuck at the office filling out paperwork and wanted to hear my voice so he says. I admitted to missing him... which i totally do. But I think its awesome that he calls me even tho he's super busy with work. It makes me really realize that maybe he's really into me. He has told me that he doesnt want me to think that he's ever ignoring me. And I totally dont think that at all. I dont even call him, ever. I know he's busy so I just text message him and i figure he'll call me back when he gets the chance, right?
My 3 head hanchos called me today because they received my resignation letter. They want to keep me as on on-call technician. Steven told me I should ask for more pay if 'm going to be on call and not neccessarily be used, he's so smart. But things worked out how i wanted them to.. No buring bridges, and no hard feelings.
No cases in san diego today, so no work for me. Crappy. 12 days and counting....
I decided to not buy a new pack of smokes. i had 3 left in my pack today. I smoked them and I can say that i didnt particularily like em. I had to stop by the 99 cent only store to buy a bag of DumDums.. i figure it'll help with the oral fixation kinda when i'm driving. It seemed to work before.... so why not try it again. i'm crazy to just quit cold turkey, but i figure if its all psychological i should be ok.. we'll see..I need to clean out my car- rid the back of all the ashes. spray some fabreze on the upholstery and be good to go. Drives are really going to suck for the first week or 2, i remember. but thats why i bought the dumdums... i so smart.
Ah, 5:30am my alarm goes off and i'm thinking to myself... "Gawd, this fucking sucks ass" I had two cases scheduled, one for 830a and not another one until friggin 5pm. I hate my scheduling department at my work.. Thankfully, the 15th is my last day. i cannot wait! Knowing that my 5p case was way south, I just figured I would kill time down at the beach- going for a walk and maybe take a nap. Thats how i was planning my day..
I left a little early so that I could stop by the main post office to mail my work orders, expenses, and resignation letter. I really wanted it to go out the first of the day, instead of waiting til after my case.
My 830am case went pretty smoothly. I worked with a nice dr and a resident who's last name i couldnt say for the life of me. all i know is that it had the words 'pot' and 'porn' in em. Thats about as much as i need to know. HAHA I worked with cool nurses tho SPD didnt sterilize my scope in time. I couldnt fucking believe it. i get there an hour early JUST to make sure i have enough time to get the scope sterilized, and NO they STILL fucked up. At least the hospital already had their own offset laparoscope to use.
When i left the hospital, I decided to take a lil drive and end up at another part of town so i could shop at Ross. I havent been there in awhile, hoping to find some cute shoes and some jeans. I got there, and i found cute jeans! they actually had like 6 in my size.. so i tried them all one. I only found to be totally cute and looking right on me. Steven had called me while i was shopping. He's so cute; Called to he asked if i was shoppin in the cute and sexy section. I told him I had found a pair of jeans that i liked and that they cost $12.99.. lol it totally surprised him. I totally thought it was cute that he asked me to go shopping with him to help him pick out clothes. I just might have to do that. That would be fun. He said he likes to go outlet mall shopping. whatta ya know?! ME TOO! haha
When I left Ross, I had got a voicemail from my scheduling office to tell me that my 5pm case got cancelled. IT RULED! i so didnt want to have to find ways to kill time. I would much rather be done for the day. Someone luvs me.
So much for a good first day back to work for 2008. a little bit of this, a little bit of that. 13 days left... wa-hoo!!
HAPPY NEW YEARS !!! This year is going to be a challenge. But I am looking forward to it.
1. Quit Smoking! Quit Smoking! Quit Smoking!
2. Kick ass in LVN program!
3. Exercise at least 30 minutes a day!
4. Get at least 7 hours of sleep at night.
5. Take Real Estate Principles Final Exam
6. Order and take R.E Practice and R.E Finance book/tests
7. Take and PASS Real Estate Exam
8. Keep on AdvertisingFDI websites!
Two weeks ago i worked with a Dr that was totally flirting with me. He asked for my info; knowing that he only meant my business info, i decided to write down my personal number too. I honestly didnt think he was going to call. for all i know, he could've been married.. But a week later , couple days after xmas he had called me. I didnt answer the phone cuz i didnt recognize the number. When i listened to the voice mail.. i freaked out. my stomach started turn into knots and i started sweating. It took me about a half an hour to calm my nerves but i finally called him. When he answered the phone, all those worries went away.. He was just so cool. and he had asked me out!
Friday night, he picks me up and the first comment out of his mouth is how amazing i look. Steven cleaned up nice himself. He's not very tall, clean cut hair, and stylish glasses. Very casual dress wear- jeans, button up shirt, and leather jacket. Because he is a Dr. for some reason i just assumed that he would have some nice type of car- benz, bmw, lexus.. something. But no, he had a Honda accord. It was kinda.. refreshing. Maybe because i was stressing that I was going to go out on a date with a doctor, and he turned out to be so down to earth.
We went for a little drive, trying to decide what we were going to eat. We decided on Sushi on the Rock in Encinitas. We had a Slippery When Went roll, catapillar roll, and 2 oyster shooters. and 2 large sapparos. haha It was very good. We sat across from eachother and liked looking at eachother. we talked about our travels and little random things but i just remember laughing a whole lot. We even help hends while talking. When we left, he wanted to take a little walk to kinda sober up. We ended up at Border's bookstore. we looked at books and talked so more. I found him really funny. They way he says things, is kinda dickhead-ish asshole way, but funny. I find that endearing, probably because I am the same way.
Decided to go back to my house. I really really wanted to kiss him. His kisses were nice. Not sloppy at all. I didnt think I was going to have sex with him but he just felt absolutely fabulous. I took him upstairs and i must say that being with him felt right. The way he held me as he was inside me. Not too big and definitely not small. He had this animalistic grunt and yell when he would cum. It was sexy- made me want him more. We had sex twice, before trying to fall asleep. He was thoughtful to turn on the heater earlier for me when i was cold, but we forgot to turn it down after. I think we both had a hard time sleeping. It was just so hot, and he had told me that he couldnt sleep very much and he didnt want to make me cold so he didnt turn down the thermostat. How thoughtful.
I got woken up around 5am by him. I absolutely LOVE wake up morning sex. It is the best. We probably had 3-4 rounds of morning sex before he left around 11am. He had to go to the hospital and do rounds and go to the gym, but he had said that he wanted to watch the patriots vs giants game with me. I thought that was the best idea ever.
He came back around 5pm and we got some beer and Mexican food. He had told me that he hadn't done drive thru in ages and that I would have to help him out. I thought it was totally cute. When the lady at the window gave him his change, he started to put his car in drive. I had to remind him that we didnt have the food yet. It gave me a good laugh.
We watched the awesome game that was NFL history. The giants would've won if Eli hadnt been Eli.
We were both exhausted from the night/earlier day, so we went to bed early. Bed, not to sleep. We had sex nice and slow. Very sensual. Was feeling every part of his body. He has more hair that I'm used to. But i find it sexy, i can run my fingers thru them haha.. he's not completely gross hairy- i dunnoo, i just like it.. I dont know what time he woke me up again but once again, great morning sex. That feeling is go great. We watched the jax/hou game in the morning. He was procrastinating but he really had to go to the hospital for rounds. I was really sad to see him go, yet so happy that I had such a fucking awesome weekend.
He had told me that i was beautiful, sexy, smart and a little silly. i think thats a good thing. Hopefully it is.
the San Diego Chargers beat the sorry ass Raiders. 30-17. See ya Tennessee in the playoffs!!!
I decided to start a Journal for the year 2008. With the new changes of quitting my job and starting nursing school, i felt that having a journal to record my daily thoughts would be good for me. Vent.. brag.. anything i want.
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