butterfly05's Journal

Sep 2006
7:44 PM EDT

This is my 1st entry, it would be imposible to tell u everything, but in time u'll see where im comming from. Right now, im living with my boyfriend who i have been with for about 3 months, i've been around him pretty much 24/7 since the first night that i met him, which scares me, cause my last relationship was the same way, and as soon as i fell head over heals for the guy, he broke my heart. maybe i try too hard, i don't know, i just like to make the man i love happy, and this one doesn't seem to appreciate it. he doesn't compliment my cooking, or seam to awknowlege that i cleaned the house. ( which took 3 days... it was a mess!) i'll write him little notes like once everyother week, just letting him know that i love him and appreciate him, and he will read it and throw it away, with out so much as a kiss or hug. i know it sounds like he just doesn't like me, but he's the one that said the htree dreadfull words first, it took me, almost a month after that toi say it back, now it's like it means nothing. some times he is real nice, and other times i feel like he hates my guts! i'm also the one with the major income right now... he gets money from his parents every once in a while, but i pay for alot. The worst part is, i'm a stripper, so my money doesn't come easy, i have to go into work every night, get naked, and let 60 year old men grope me, and tell me they want to taste my pussy. I'M ONLY 19!!! that shit is scaring me for life!! nowonder i don't have much of a sex drive.oh, G2G

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Gender / Age: Female, 37

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About Me: My life is complicated, never a dull moment, i've been through more than most people do in a life time, and im only 19. but im a stronger person cause of it.

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