bettyboxedin's Journal

 
    
17
Oct 2006
11:23 AM CST
   

I got a hold of my boyfriend finally!! I am waiting for him to come on msn so he can tell me were he went dissapering to. he was missing for a week andnobody knows where he went. i am working on a novel i want to publish and it is coming along good. i have that and a few other novels i want to publish and some plays i have written. my life is soooooooo boring!!! i will tell you about how i hate every kid at my exhighschool and how NONE OF THEM GIVE A SHIT!!! I was taken out of school put in a mental instatution and nobody even bothered to call me. everyone is afraid or ashamed. WHY THE HELL ARE THEY ASHAMED!!! if i show the cuts on my arms everyone gets embaressed but the cuts are on my arms not theirs and i am not embaressed i am not trying top hide the past that built me to be the person i am today. THEY CAN ALL F*ck themselves for all icare i am sick of eveyone feeling embaressed. thank you for listening and now if you are one of those who judge and sh*t maybe you will think twice. Oh ya and emo jokes and calling someone emo cus they use to slit their wrists NOT FUNNY! not everyone who slit their wrists is emo. and emo kids are kids with mental health issues so if it is okay now to make fun of kids with dissabilities i guess it is okay to go out and laugh at parapaligics or kids with cyrebal palsy. WEll what is so funny about that? my cousin has cerybal palsy and i don't laugh at him cus he has a dissability. SO WHY R PEOPLE WITH MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES FUNNY TO MAKE FUN OF? i feel you may not agree mental illnesses are worse than any physical illness. what ever your opinion having Schitzophrenia, manic depression, anorexia, bulimia, social anxiety, seperation anxiety is like living in hell i am suprised i am still alive i should have killed my self long ago
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  • Username: bettyboxedin
  • Gender / Age: Female, 34
  • Location: Canada
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    About Me: i am a self employed artist/ photographer. ummm i live in a small farm town and love it. i am very happy with my life right now i have just gone through 6 years in hell and just met the man of my dreams and since i met him everything has just gone up hill. I have been through a lot and have learned a lot through those experiances. even thought they were hard to go through i got positvie results such as self emprovment and life lessons i will never forget. I volunteer at a homeless shelter and love it! I love horses they are my favorite animal and i am starting volunteer work at a horse farm where they do therepy for kids with dissabilites.

    Interests: my intresting inculde horses, journaling, painting, really long walks and my passion is music and expressing my self through my art (music,painting,photography,journaling ect,)and volunteering at a homeless shelter, and skate boarding and watching my boyfriend compete in skate compatitions

    Favorite Music: my favorite music is punk my favorite punk bads are Rise against and i like Nirvana, and a varietyof other types of music. I also like screamo and classic rock. my fav screamo bands are korn,and Insane clown possy

    Favorite Movies: My favorite movies are the equilibrium, kill bill vol. 1 ( vol.2 sucks) and i like the untouchables, Schindlers List, VIOLENCE!!!!! chickflicks ya they suck

    Favorite Television: UFC, Family Guy, Trailer Park Boys, Kenny v.s Spenny, and Csi.

    Favorite Books: Memoires of a Geisha, the hiding place, number the stars, hatchet, brians winter, the outsiders, and a complicated kindness