I am just so damn bored with this town anymore.� Plus living out at my mom's house is boring too.� I have to work tomorrow but not until three in the after noon until nine in the evening.� I asked my boyfriend if I could come in before work and hang out with him but he said "and you b all wat and sick 4 work i do not know call in am we talk love u good night".� If I walk in early and hang out and then walk to work it won't be that big of deal because I am going to be well rested and work ain't that far away from his house. But whatever if he don't want to see me that is fine.� maybe even my mom's boyfriend will take me out driving tomorrow before work.� I am just so sick and tired of not doing a damn thing anymore. �I am so used to being around my boyfriend and people that I can chill with not my mom and not my brother and not the stinking dog.� Like I don't mind any of them but being with them all the time and hanging out at the house all the time just gets old and boring all the time.� All I ever do anymore is play around on the internet and watch television and after awhile all that shit gets so fucking boring�
Well this morning I�got up at like 7 a.m and then I got a shower and let the dog out to go to the bathroom. �I got dressed and got ready to go into town, but the thing is I had to walk so it takes me an hour or so to walk in and then when I finally got there I hung out with my boyfriend and then we got it on and then we went out to eat and then we walked back to his house and I left from there.� But after we were done getting it on I went to the bathroom and he is bringing me my cell phone because it was ringing and I look at the number and I thought I knew who it was but wasn't sure and next thing you know I answer the phone and the guy on the other end says is this Ashley�************ and I said yeah he said "my name is officer ********* and I have papers here that you are going to have to go to court against ******�***** and I was like okay and I don't know if I want to go or not but he says I have to go and I am scared of this person and this person has kind of ruined my trust in men because he had hurt me.�