auxilary25's Journal

Jul 2007
12:09 AM EDT

So I know the truth now...the whole truth & nothing but the truth..
All these months while I've been visiting my bf's family that they were putting on a show pretending that they wanted me there & pretending that they cared when in fact they wanted me the hell out!!
In an argument with his mom today his mom insinuates that I'm a girl without morals and that since we are "practically a married couple" that I'm his "woman." Which translated to "hispanic meanings" means that I'm already sleeping with him and that I go around sleeping with guys as I do with him. She refers to me as "her!" His brother had the NERVE to look up my name in the business listings & found out that I'm a VP for a company I started with my ex..he looked up my ticket record, knows my address, and all the other shit u can find on the internet! Have u ever met crazier people?
According to his mom they are waiting for me to dump him because "high maintenance women like me" don't go out with men like him! It pisses me off! SHe doesn't know me I'm such a down to earth person! Yes, i have a new car, have an American Express, LV purses, but that doesn't mean that my life revolved around money. How can she say that her son isn't good enough for me? He's so upset that he isn't even talking 2 them...they used 2 call eachother on a regular basis, spend a few hours in the house together, or he would pass by the store she owns to hang out..but now after what they've said he wakes up @ 10 after they've left and gets home @ 2 after they've gone to bed..
How can they hate me so much? I make him happy...he studied 8 hours yesterday because of me..the first time in his life! I'm helping him become the "man they want him to be" yet they still hate our relationship for it. He's told them we are going 2 get married.yet they laugh and are waiting for me to dump him?! :( Now I really love my mom!

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Username: auxilary25

Gender / Age: Female, 39

Location: USA - California

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About Me: I'm 21 years old and I'm a university student majoring in accounting. I'm in a relationship right now where I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. I truly have no doubt in my heart that this is the man that I want to marry because he completes me in every way. My only problem in this relationship has always been my bfs past. My mind is always going back to his past and comparing the love he felt for them to the one he feels for him. My insecurity has led me to believe that I'm not his 1st choice that he's with me because his "love" left him behind...it was 5 years ago but still the thoughts are there..hopefully through journaling I can get this feeling out of my heart so that our relationship can get stronger.

Interests: I love reading whenever I actually have the time. One of my fav authors is Jodi Picoult. I'm a big Harry Potter fan but unfortunately I haven't gotten around to finishing the last book eventhough I started a year ago.. I love my nintendo Wii and I can't wait for more games to come out. I love to work out 4 times a week because it helps me release my stress and feel good about myself.

Favorite Music: Ashlee Simpson, My Chemical Romance, Jessica Simpson, Daughtry, All American Rejects, Simple Plan, Plan White Ts...and the list goes on

Favorite Movies: Sweet Home Alabama, How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days, Grease, Crazy Beautiful, Beaches, What Dreams May Come, Dirty Dancing, Man on Fire, and Trison and Isolde.

Favorite Television: Brothers and Sisters, Desperate Housewives, Greys Anatomy, One Tree Hill, and FRIENDS!! Everybody Loves Raymond, I Love Lucy, King of Queens, My Wife and Kids.

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