Well I think I am going to use this to write things I want to say but shouldn't to Mike. Right now he is @ the Flea Market selling the things from our store in Il. We use to go to the Flea Market every weekend as our family things. I wonder as he is sitting there w/ her is he things about us? Does he even miss those times like I do? Maybe she is enough to keep his mind occupied. I should prob. be finding someone to do the same. i talk to guys but when it actually comes time to meet I seem to chicken out. I just dont really want anyone else but him right now. I just wish I wasn't so REPLACEABLE!!!!!!!!!!!