okayy soo sundayy i hung out witthh bestfriend rite :]hes pretty amazing....we walked to wicker park and tlaked or watever then we went to dairy queenn...we hung out all day arm like 3 till 11...i knoe i knoe that dont sound like fun but just being with him satisfies me,sumtimes we dont even do anything but talk i have soo much funn....hes great :] we ll he says that we should be together and that im perfrect 4 em and blahh blahh blahh but he says he aint reday 4 a serious relationship and he cant give me his all rite now..i meanpart of me belives the bullshit but the other part of me thinks hes holdin on to his ex..(even tho i hate that bytch) idkk i personally knoe i could treat him better then she kannn....eryone says im dumb 4 fallin 4 him but i cant help itt...he makes me wanna cum to skool eryday just to see him and he makes me smile 4 no resaon he makes me soo happi and honestly where will i find anyone else like thatt...well anywaisee enough about boiiis (for once :])soo mi brothers and mi dad will be up here fridayy...n all i hear outa mi moms mouth is how she wants to get bak wit mi dad...which dont u think that all kids would want there mom 2gether exspecially wen youd get anythinng 4rm themm..well ud think i would but i so dont i think there so wrong 4 each other mi mom trusts me :] and i love that she lets me doo anything i want and if mi daf cums around hes gunna be sooooo protective and fatherishh, idkk i guess thats pretty selfish of me but idk...i mean i want mi mom to be happi but just not with himm :[sooo� like wat do i do do i just telll axcept it or try to find mi mommy suone else :[ughhh idkkk....�