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May 2011
12:26 PM EST

Still going with the flow....

So I decided to back off on the relationship.ï¿½ Just to go with the flow.ï¿½ If I hear from him and we see each other and it turns into more, great! If not, then it wasn't meant to be.ï¿½ I do not contact him first anymore.ï¿½ We were actually scheduled to see each other last Monday night.ï¿½ He text me before I woke up on Monday and said he wouldn't be able to make it.ï¿½ He'd gotten an offer to take a load out the night before and took it.ï¿½ Can't blame him there.ï¿½ I simply responded with ok.ï¿½ I didn't say anything more.ï¿½ He continued the conversation and we talked for a few minutes.ï¿½ Tuesday morning he also text me before I woke up, which was nice.ï¿½ We chatted for a few minutes.ï¿½ Wednesday evening, I'd gone home from work early and gone to bed with a stomach bug.ï¿½ He text me and I was unaware so an hour and a half I text him back and we talked.ï¿½ Thursday evening he called...ï¿½ and also asked if he could call Friday.ï¿½ He did, just as I was giving up for the day and thought I wouldn't hear from him.ï¿½ But we have no plans to see each other...ï¿½ï¿½ it's just starting to feel like a waste of time.ï¿½ He isn't involved with anyone else.ï¿½ If I call him, he always answers or immediately calls me back.ï¿½ I've been to his house..ï¿½ he isn't married.ï¿½ What am I doing wrong?ï¿½ Or is he just NOT THAT INTO ME?

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Gender / Age: Female, 56

Location: USA - Tennessee