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27
Oct 2006
10:26 PM EDT
   

I'm listening to the country song "Tim MacGraw" and it reminds me of my ex b/c some of the stuff in there I can truly relate to. I can also relate to that song "Don't Forget About Us" because the chorus is something that me and the guy I'm in love with has done time and time again at his aunt's house. I always have a blast with him no matter what mood I was in before. He is so awesome. He is the only person that has ever been able to make me laugh when I think about my friends death, and believe me plenty of people have tried. When I'm with him it's like all of my worries and promblems fade away. I feel so secure, safe, and I know that he won't let nothing bad happen to me. He's so awesome, I truly wish he loved me back. Every since I found out he didn't I haven't even been able to look at another guy without thinking and crying about him. People around here say that I'm very strong physically, but from the mental abuse that I had been through by the age of five was too much and I've been with it for 13 years. When I'm with that one special guy though I know I can be myself and not worry about being judged and it's like all of those years of mental abuse don't exist whether we're alone or with a bunch of people. He's the only guy my cousins, dad, and uncles approve of. He's so awesome and sweet. What I'd give for him to love me like I love him.
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  • Username: ab1
  • Gender / Age: Female, 31
  • Location: USA - Mississippi
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    About Me: I'm not really a complicated person. I just want to have fun and chill. My life gets messed up from time to time, but I just hold on because they always say it gets worse befor it gets better.

    Interests: I love to fish, hunt, do carpenter work, mud ride, race, hang out with friends, kick it with my cousins(all guys) and just chill and listen to music.

    Favorite Music: I love country,rap, and some punk.

    Favorite Movies: I pretty much like any scary or hilarious movie.

    Favorite Television: Music channels.

    Favorite Books: Horror books and romance novels.